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hello everyone, or no one, whatever. for all intents and purposes, im tom, and ive decided to join the blogging world mostly as an outlet for the shitstorm that is my thought process. well, where to begin? for starters, i recently turned 23, and i've already hit rock bottom in my life. a few times. although i guess the most apt way to describe my most recent encounter with rock bottom is to phrase it as "slammed violently and repeatedly against rock bottom". my girlfriend of nearly 3 years and i have had, well, a tumultuous relationship to say the least, and while i will be chronicling that fascinating story at a later time, this isnt that time. so to make a long story short, i put us on a break in may so we could take a step back and work on some of our own issues, early july we decided since we'd been making progress and were still pretty much always together that we were back together, and then 9 days ago, she put the break on our relationship back on. the following day i was laid off from my job. having been living with a long-time friend of mine since january, i'd been wanting to get back into my own place, and thinks weren't working out with us as roommates, so we had decided earlier in july that i'd move out at the end of the month (his house, his mortgage). great timing, right? so, as i'm typing this, i'm currently homeless, as i had to back out of the lease i had been about to sign on an apartment. since, ya know, there's this weird thing where landlords don't like to bring in new tenants that no longer have jobs. compound that with the add/adhd/abandonment issues/bpd(borderline personality, not bi-polar), and you can see this hasnt been a fun week and a half. oh, the stories i have to tell... but maybe later. for now, time for some shut eye. got a busy day tomorrow doing resume writing, job hunting, hopefully getting some help for my emotional/mental issues, and finally telling my family im couch-hopping. night kids